wow Torah warrier, I have been what I call "called out"status for almost 20 years. I was a young single woman when it began and like you I met several messianic men along the way, but who just were not "for me". I cannot be as you are so sure that the cause . I am not at all sure it was not me, . I surely have had a lot of work to do on that.
I was praying this morning on rising for our sister .Texas Woman and wondered if there was a dating websites for Messianics.... there are, I am not sure about them, know nothing except you can google and find ithem but here are two from a long list on google. Pray about it and try some to see what happens.
Know that I will be praying for the both of you ladies that Father give you the desires of both His and your hearts in this matter.
Thanks for sharing this both of you. I think that we all face similar issues in our walks and its nice to know that, isn't it?
Oh and you too, CyberManiac for sharing as well. Glad you found your mate early, I know that Father gave you this helpmate to walk along side you in your life and struggles , you must have really needed that...and thanks for sharing .